maruah y calar

salam tahun baru kpd kenalan n umat islam khususnya...

dlm sibuk2 org menyambut muharram, siaran bola nmpknyer lebih memberikan impak
kebanyakan pekerja diberikan waktu pulang yang lebih awal menurut satu siaran radio y saya dgr ptg smlm...xtw stakat mana sahihnya khabar tu
utk apa? no~no~ bukn utk memeriahkn awal muharram
tp utk memberi ruang kepada rakyat malaysia menonton bola n menyokong pasukan negara




jadi di manakah seruan untuk menigkatkn tanggungjawab sbg umat islam?
tepuk dada tny iman...
kepada yang sudah menunaikan kewajipan dan melakukan perkara yang extra, alhamdulillah
saya sendiri berusaha untuk memperbaiki kewajipan sbg seorg muslimat
cemburu melihat org terdekat mendapat lebih kejayaan...tercabar rasanya!




move on to my post,

sebelum exam sem hari tu, saya keluar bersama seorg rakan lelaki y memg sy kagum resultnya... dan apa yang membuatkn saya rasa agk marah is that he opened my handbag while i went to the counter to pay for the fuel...

he even opened my purse and went thru it... saya memg seorg manusia y sgt pantang org menyentuh brg saya tnpa keizinan, in fact saya sgt3 marah tym tu, but i hold it... jd sy ckp dgn elok n minta purse tu. dia buka sehingga dia terjmp my result slip n he talked about it.

memg xsalah he wanted to advise me, sbb result mechy saya memg spoil! n he is a brilliant mechy student... so dia popet2 dlm kete, n he asked me to get a better one the next paper. memg sy tense sbb hny kami berdua dlm kete mlm tu, n dia bebel tentg my result... itu saat y membuat sy rasa cm nk pijak2 dia sbb menyelongkar harta peribadi sy tnp izin... dan itulah juga salah satu org y membuatkn sy rasa

"if i dont make it this time, i'll never beat him!"

alhamdulillh, sume paper sy pass...evn not as good as him... another person y membuatkn semngt stdy makin kuat is a guy friend of utp, rasa cm tercabar ngn dia sbb he's a guy is one thing, he's a utp is another thing, yet, he's working for petronas, thats the most other thing! 

i even noted it BIG at my front desk , "i'm way better than him!" 

utk menaikkn mood nk stdy...haha!

also a self-note regards from my parents too...

da lama x hang frame family kt bilik, nek sem nih nk hang r...

btw, kamu y membaca postg nih...da baca doa awal n aher tahun...hope so~

cte dlu2... memori~

semalam dok borak2 tym ptg ngn me, my sis, my bro n op kos my mom kt depan tu, cte2 sal pe tah n then TER-memorise smula zaman kanak2 dlu...hahaha!!!

teringat dlu MY SIS y nanges nk follow ibu g keje tp xdpt, so terkontang kanting dia lari juz sbb nk salam ngn ibu y tgh tgu bus kt simpang, tym tu ku dpt ikut... dgn tanpa selipar, dia berlari dr umah menuju ke simpng tu...

then ad skali tu one nite, ktrg tdo berdua sebilik, my sis letak dia pny bolster kt side katil menegak, then ku tutup lampu r nk tdo kn....suddenly dia menjerit..."MESA!!! HANTUUUU!!!!!!!" ...ku y gler ga r terkejut igtkn pe trus g suis lampu n on lampu bilik, rupa2nyer bolster y dia dirikn tu terjatuh, dia igtkn hantu kt sbelah dia...hahak!

masuk ke kes KONAH plak, rupanyer bru ku tahu....dlu lau lalu ats jambatan kt laluan ketapi tu, adalah mcm satu kewajipan utk ku menangis!

then pnh skali tu, tym mkn kt umah, ku hadap pinggan mk tu dekat je kt muka, then my sis pny dengki dia 'cepuk' muka ku ke pinggan...hahaha! siot je ble igt smula

ad jgak pnh satu mlm tu, ku konon2 jd tarzan kt tingkap, jerit2... tetbe kucing 'terbang' dr ats bumbung...sia2 kna gelak ngn my sis y tdo sama2 tym tu sbb ku eksen b4 tu kt dia...

xckup dgn tu, ad tym tu ku men2 dlm bilik tym dia tgh kemas2, then ku terpooot~

dia wtpe? dia amik FEBRIZ n dia sembur kt my ass, hahaha!

masuk cte MY BRO, dia ank laki last in family, so dlu2 ktrg y jd sis memg buli dia sket2 r, sket je pn...ahak! dia ktrg jdkn cm adik pmpn...pakaikn mekap, pnh jgak dlu ku pakaikn dia kain batik kt kepala cm org dlu2 tu, siap ngn heels! dia redha n dia suka je~ hahahaha

then my sis bukak cte, dlu my bro tu pnh nangis gle2 sbb tym rya ibu soh pakai baju melayu dia xnk, dia beriya nk pakai baju kurung belang2 hitam...ngn nangis2 plak tu... hahahaha~

then cte tentg rmbut dia...huh dia dlu kembar uncle abu bakar elah...rmbut dia, peh! dlu abh beli helmet motor y cm shell kura2 tu, ha cmtu r rambut dia... lau letak helmet tu kt kpala dia dlu2, xnmpk rmbut, sbb rmbut ngn helmet da sma je~ hahaha!!! rebonding tu dlu tym kecik2~

ni tym dia kecik2 dlu wit her sis, menado

y bwh ni pic skg

to view more of this, visit my fb link ..tudoo~

SERVES U RIGHT!!! hahaha~

mlm ni ktrg g ber6 tgk wyg kt MBO-KP. should be today (wed), ticket price is rm5, tp minah kaunter tu jual kt ak rm5/kid and rm9/adult... so ak tny r leklok,

"kn ke kat depan Guardian tu kata rabu all tickets are rm5?"

tu tym ak sudi nk tolerate lg r...so ak tunjuk kt my sis y ticket price for the MYSPY movie, memg rm5 per person...minah wyg tu lak, dia nk kata tu utk next week pny ads, SO WHAT?!! u posted the ads today, we're here tonight, and we wanna watch the movie TONIGHT for the price u posted at the front door. heck we care its today or next wednesday...thats their management probs, not us! so my sis and my bro argued the matter~




ak n the other sis went down ke Giant, beli air, then head upstairs again... my sis kol bgtw jgn nek dlu, but i already in the lif, so memg nek je r... just after she messaged me saying that not to show up first, i was at her back...haha


tny dia, dpt x our money back, she said tgh argue sket ngn management, sbb it CLEARLY WASNT OUR FAULT, AND WASNT OUR PROBLEM that they posted the ads this very night! yet, WE WON THE ARGUEMENT...


y pling ak xtahan pedih tinger dgr ble my sis kata, minah wyg tu nk tunjuk CM HEBAT nk bgtw manager y tu bukn HER RESPONSIBILITY (watever!), dia ley plak nk speaking2~ bajet my sis xphm, bapak r poyo minah uh! seb bek r ak xde tym dia jd MINAH LONDON tu, lau x, berterabur dia bukak dict... bukn nk kata ku pandai speak, tp nt dia xphm sbb ak ckp laju sgt... hahaha!!! so my sis pn attacked dia smula using the same LONDON TONGUE... terkebil2 beliau y menjd minah wyg tu... lau ak dpt rakam babak2 drama tu, pergh! masyuk~~~


mest gler bengkek je minah tu an nk layan kerenah customer cm ktrg... bukn xnk tolerate dlm arguement, but we just dont let others win...STS~ especially utk MINAH WYG tu, y bajet cm bagus lak kn, ley blah r wey~~~




adik laki ak plak, ley plak dia nk byr je rm9, xnk pnjg cter, dulik! hahaha~ puas tol menang
so, masuk ler ktrg ke wyg senario 20 minutes LATE! watever r minah wyg oiiii~ ley blah!

jemari dari hati

bila kita beri sesuatu pada seseorang, kita xberharap semua orang akan membalas pemberian kita, sebabnya kita ikhlas nk memberi.

bila kita selalu memberi dengan hati yang terbuka, kita jarang atau mungkin tak terfikir tanggapan orang pada kita.

mungkin kita disalah erti sebagai orang yang mahukan sesuatu, maka kita memberi sesuatu.

mungkin juga kita disalah erti sebagai mahu menunjuk, sedangkan kita menganggap itu suatu kesudian dari hati.

tak mustahil juga orang memandang tinggi kepada kita dengan harapan kita terus memberi dan mereka menerima tanpa sebarang keinginan untuk menghargai pemberian tersebut.

tapi bgaimana mahu menjawab kepada hati bila ia bertanya

tiadakah yang mahu membalas apa yang telah hati beri

tiadakah yang sudi hargai apa yang hati telah kirimi

tiadakah ruang untuk hati berteleku di medan sunyi

entah knp, jari mahu menulis sesuatu dari hati yang ku kira sedang berduka

tapi tiada mahu utk ku melakar siapakah gerangan diri itu

pengalaman itu mengajar manusia, mengajar ku juga

mengenai manusia, sifat, mungkin juga emosi manusia yang lainnya

tapi hati masih jahil, masih gagal mentafsir

apakah kesilapan lalu mungkin berulang

apakah kesilapan lalu belum terbuang

mungkin kisah lalu masih bersisa

mungkin kasih lalu masih bersuara

mungkin luka hati belum ketemu penawarnya

mungkin juga...

mini muffin

rasa berkobar2 nk bake cookies ahernye terlaksana dgn ku membuat mini muffin. npe mini? sbb cari cupcake y besar nk fill muffin, xjmp kat Songmart, so bedal je pakai cupcake y cemetot tu...

planningnya nk membuat banana choc muffin,

tp disebabkn selera y sgt kuat pd choc,

rasa banana da hmpir xterasa,

dikaburi oleh rasa coklat...

sbb sukatan choc dilebihkan

~nyum2~

maka, setelah menggaul tepung, melecek pisang, double boiling chocolates, n filling up the cups, maka sume2 dibake kat dlm oven at 300 degree for 15 minutes.

memula letak rainbow sprinkles tp efek kt rasa choc tu my sis kata,

so next fillings, ku letak white choc kt top juz for no reasons...

nk add up rasa choc myb...

this is how they are...

ni y xde pe2 kt topping sbb ku da mls nk letak, y len da masuk dlm bekas len

tq awin n dot for the helps...

sisso

to my sister...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 23rd!!!

taking back my love

go ahead just leave
cant hold you, you're free
you take all of these thing
if they mean so much to you
i gave you your dream
cause you meant the world
so did i deserve
to be left here and hurt


you think i dont know
you're outta control
i ended up finding
all of these from my boys


girl you're stone cold
you say it aint so
you already know
i'm not attached to material


what did i do
but give love to you
i'm just confused
as i stand here and look at you
from head to feet
all that's not me
go ahead keep the keys
that's not what i need from you


you think that you know
you've made yourself cold
how could you believe them over me
i'm your girl


you're outta control
how could you let go
dont you know
i'm not attached to material




so all this love i give you
take it away
you think material's the reason i came
if i had nothing would you want me to stay
you keep your money
take it all away


i'd give it all up
i'm taking back my love
i've given you too much
but i'm taking back my love

old enough to get old???

another day without your smile
another day just passes by
but now i know
how much it means
for you to stay
right here with me

the time we spent apart will make our love go stronger
but it hurt so bad i cant take it any longer

i wanna grow old with you
i wanna die lying in your arms
i wanna grow old with you
i wanna be looking in you eyes
i wanna be there for you
sharing in everything you do



i wanna grow old with you


a thousand miles between us now
it causes me to wonder how
i love tonight it mean so strong
it makes us real
right all alone
the time we spent apart will make our love go stronger
but it hurt so bad
i cant take it any longer

thing can come and go
i know that
i believe


something's burning strong between us
that makes you came to me


i wanna grow old with you
i wanna die lying in your arms
i wanna grow old with you
i wanna be looking in your eyes
i wanna be there for you
sharing in everything you do




i wanna grow old with you