nose cancer?

ASSALAMUALAIKUM wbt

crazily now suspecting myself in having nose cancer/tumor.... oh yeah, that's so easy me, thinking myself of having worst health of all~ this running nose had me company-ed for 2 days, and today will be the third? great~

i hope anyone reading this post will be with me saying this prayer:

bismillah, berilah kesihatan jasad tubuh, rohani emosi kepada Mellisa Abdullah, and may the nose be healthy as it ever be because the new semester has begin starting tomorrow, and this girl need to be healthy to attend her classes/lab/etc2....ameen~ (tq if u read this till the end)

how come i suspect myself as having this cancer tumor whatever kinda thingy? because the nose really burdened me, it's toooo sensitive. and today's evening, i looked to my compact mirror, there's 'something' weird inside the right's nose-hole. something-tumor-like or so, i googled the image of nose cancer in the nosehole, but i hate to put it here. well some people have the sensitivity of looking at 'scary' pictures, so to respect that, i didn't paste it here. and tonight, while typing this post, i'm stuffing the nose-hole with tissue, and it's freakingly surprising, the tissue can enter up to +/- 1.5cm. why did i stuff it that long? i had this thought of pushing that 'thing' back inside to which i can't see it in the mirror. it kinda work, but it hurt a little in the earlier part of stuffing, but be careful if you have the symptom too. i thought of asking the doctor tomorrow, but i don't think i wanna show him (usually the doc will be a him) the nose-hole with that 'thing' inside. no way! ........or should i?? nvm that now. i'll just drop by the clinic for some medications right? hope it's not what i thought it is, TUMOR.... ouh dear~


p/s~ stuffing, swirling, getting better hopefully...

i did it!

(credit to FB idk whose)

the words that keep me going and going through, Allah IS always with us, with me 

alhamdulillah for the company dear Rabb... ^__^

siapa kahwin ni??

ASSALAAAAMUALAIKOM wbt yols~ ngehehe

ha ritu da hapdet sal makan bermakanan kat BK

ni hendaknya di-hapdet pulak kenduri kahwin sedara kami 

yang aku tak tahu apakah nama penuhnya a.k.a Ijam jelah ye, huhu

ha kahwin dah rupanyer~ aku bila lagi?? oppsss jangan lari tajuk!

ha malas nak taip banyak2, jangan kata aku datang kenduri duduk goyang bulu mata,

itu tidak pernah berlaku. 

'Puan Marina' dan bakal suami (ecewah) pun sempat turun dari KL untuk datang

sibukkan diri kat majlis ni sambil...sambil apa?

hurmmm picture worth a thousand words (worth ke??xkisahlah~)

ayuh gigihkan diri bungkus-mebungkus~ yeeeehahahahak!!!!

tok boyah my 'besfren' kata Puan Mena... bestNYER~ nguhuh

selepot duduk be'rewang'.... 

tu diaaa siap lipat seluar jeans wa cakap lu brader ni, ahak!

haa elok ler tu kan bertandang rumah sedara kahwin.

nanti kata pulak majlis sendiri orang tak nak datang, eceh!

(ibu kat sebelah kata 'montelnya' kat bakal menantu, hahahaha nasiblah~)

ni lah dia pengantin tu~ aiseh gambar goyang. well nak buat cemane kan, orang ramai, cm artis ke?? haha

p/s~ sape lagi nak kahwin? meh ler ajak cik konah, suka nak menyibuk kat majlis orang makan nasi minyak~ weweweeeee~~~ peas yols!