balek ke rumah kedua~

nk cte pe? hehe~ sal ku raya dgn kengkawan...slama nih xdpt join tp alhamdulillah rya kali nih lama sket ku cuti, so dptler berjalan2 dgn dowg~ bes2, ku ske!


1 trip outpika amik ku kt umah nek myvi beliau, then g T6, menuju ke rumah farhana memula... then yoyot smpai, n spent about 2 hrs kt umah fana. pastu gerak g umah najib pe tah (not in my fren list, so xkenal sgt)... next move to umah zz, n nasrul. dr sana, gerak balek ke kampong melayu, zz n nasrul ikut dr T6...

next stop umah md nor, ad kes dsbaliknyer, haha~ ampon md nor~ ku paksa dia stay rumah smpai ku smpai, n ugut sket2...sket je pom~ pas dok umah dia kejap, g umah zali plak. ada baby~ tp lupa nk snap (seharian tu ku memg lupa nk mik any pics)... lepak2 dlm sejam kot, then balek pika tolong hantar coz ku nk ke aitam rya umah kawan ibu


2 trip out
berlakunyer smlm, n disbbkn oleh member2 laki dtg beraya kt umah ku~ muiz kata nk culik ak sat, n soh ku get ready siap2 bla3... ku ajk adek ku linda ikut skali, buat teman kot r ku xtw nk borak nt... g umah pika

dr kul 9 lebih bw ke 11 mlm, then ku kol ainz nk dtg umah dia sbb slama ku masuk u n kat m3x, amat jarang jmp beliau...alang2 tu terus skali jalan, lgpn driver rela ke mana2... smpai umah ainz around 1110pm...lepak2, borak2, anyam2 sket, ada r dlm kul 1245 malam ku smpai umah. tq nasrul drive ku balek~ tq zali layan linda borak2 usha menado~(hahaha!!!) tq muiz ajk ak ikut awal td~

masa smpai umah ainz, ku trus serbu toilet, sik minum gelak minum gelak, ne tak nyer~haha!


note lutut: rya 1 trip out sume umah boys, KU AND GIRLS serang... rya 2 trip out, umah girls tp KU AND BOYS (plus my lil sis)...memg enjoy raya nih!!!

~SAYANG U ALL MA FRENS~

dah raya!!!

salam...

~SELAMAT SALAM LEBARAN AIDILFITRI...

dr CIK KONAH n FAMILY~

the posting after 2 or 3 days off to JB, today cik konah sudah kembali ke rumah dgn selamatnya n dgn SIHATnyer (memg sentiasa sihat pn,huhu...) kat sana starting from the day before raya, tradition, mesti WAJIB spend one day before raya kt my aunt pny house kat taman bukit mewah jb, sume ada...well, not sume tp ramai ler even xfill up the whole families in that one double-storey house...lau sumbat sume, mahunyer x kelibut dlm rumah tu~






FIRST NIGHT
dah tentu r kn, MASAK2... cik konah n the girls of her family (menado n eyries) n my mom join ktrg pny aunts kat branda, thats where sume periuk, tungku n everything were placed spy sng keje memasak... tp ad je ulg alik keluar masuk rumah nk amik itu ini. ble turn cik konah kuar plak, nk hiris lada merah n hijau for MY FEBERET SAMBAL GORENG (actually contain paru, tempe,udang n bla3 y nyum3...) sume pisau y ad kt hall tu TUMPUL rupanyer, ceh! lucky utk cik konah y tgh excited nk tolong (hiris lada je padahalnyer), ada ler satu pisau pnjg y ok...maka menghiris ler cik konah d mlm itu.. masak sambal goreng+udang, lodeh, rendang, ayam masak pe tah...n pe lg x igt~




THE RAYA DAY
yes bebeh!!! the day y ktrg tgu2...bukn pe sgt pn, slen part nk dpt duit raya...actually nk mengambil gambar sebyk mungkin dgn baju raya sbenarnyer, hohohoh!!! oppss~hehe... pagi tu, b4 gerak ke mana2, relatives y dok sekitar JB dtg umah cik mah (tuan rumah)... n y paling ak ske, ad ALIFF DANIEL, ank sedara y paling masyuk, cik konah memg xley tahan tgk, geram sbb his CUTE FACE! then g umah mak yam ktrg kt larkin, sbb kat sana ad baby girl~ ALISHA her name, bru je lahir...aliff pny cousin n my new relative's niece... lalala~



then ptg tu gerak ke muar g umah pak ngah but b4 that, we all pergi melawat kubur arwah my grandpa (alfatihah...) n dr situ g umah pak ngah... tp tym stop kt petronas sbelah kawasan perkuburan, I GOT MY RAINBOW PADDLEPOP!!! suke3~ smpai umh pak ngah, masukkn brg dlm bilik n wat pe tah, forgotten... few hours pas ktrg sampai, ad org len dtg, somewhat sedara to my mom...watever, xkenal pn cik konah akn kesemua tu, xpnh nmpk...


THE SECOND RAYA
lupa plak cik konah nk bgtw, y kt rumah pak ngah pn ad baby baru lahir jgak...so ad 2 baby raya tahun nih, yup, new persons~ his name....the name....bunyinya mcm, hazim, hizam, hazik something like that... sorry ler baby cyg, memg xdpt nk ur recall dear~ owh yes, ZAHIM~ huhu

the next thing to happen is...g rumah sape??? MY SIS PNY BF~haha... kt muar so skaligus ler da alang2 kt sna kn. dpt jgak my parents jmp their FUTURE IN-LAWS... hoho~ then balek umah ler pe lg kn. cik konah pn da pnat sgt tu, byk keje menanti bukn sja d rumah, tp d lappy Mr. Q ni coz melambak saimen nk dipass up after nek cuti, huhu~
nota siku: pic akn ku upload ke PRIVATE d fs ku...lau ku rajin masukle kat fb, haha~

the differences...

A MAN has the strength to love a woman back
A BOY looks at your body


When a MAN can see your soul, a MAN knows you have much more to offer and with you he can grow

A BOY ask to spend the night
But a MAN wants to share your life


A BOY will let an argument come between you
A MAN will move beyond it and works to sort it out


A BOY hunts for a piece
As a MAN yearns for a wife


A BOY will leave you insecure and wondering
With a MAN, you're always reassured ans you will be his life...

samosa bukn a famosa lalala~

hari ni tuan2 n cik2 (puan2 mest da pndai buat)...kita akn belajar membuat SAMOSA!!!

ye bendalah ni paling senang n ak ske buat tp MEMENATKN sbb lama duduk, nk melipat bla3...

1. BAHAN2 INTI: memula kita potong bahan2 cm kentang, sengkuang, lobak merah, n kcg pnjang ikut skati (ku buat bentuk dadu)...pic xde so anggap je bahan2 tu cm dadu...n perap ngn serbuk kari

2. BAHAN2 TUMIS: blend 2 bwg merah+6 bwg putih+3 tgkai cili merah basah.

3. ITS COOKING TYM: da siap blend tu, tumis smpai wangi n masukkan bahan2 initi td. goreng smpai (hangit?? no no no~)... sampai ler kuah n air basah2 bahan tumis tu kering sket. nt jd cmnih...ha da ad pic, hehe

4. SAMOSA MAKEUP: sediakan kulit popia utk dijadikn 'sampul' kepda inti nih td (cm isi karipap tp ley pelbagaikn)

5. PROSES MELEKAT/GAM: lipat di kiri n kanan kulit popia ini, n 'gam'kn guna tepung (...JGN GUNA GAM UHU!hoho...)





6. FINALIZING: ble da siapkn kulit popia n tepung nih, masa utk letak inti ke kulit popia y da dilipat... cmnih~



7. then pas keje melipat dilakukan...walla~ jd le ENCIK SAMOSA...



so secara keseluruhannyer bahan y ku gunakan mlm td... ni ler sedara2 tepung, kulit popia, n bahan inti y sedara karipap...inti tu ikut mood, y ni ku buat vege...kdg2 lau rajin nk memotong2, ku buat daging, xpn ikn bilis, or udang kering...





jgka masa inti beku adalh between 3-5 hari b4 nk buat samosa baru...n y da siap jd samosa bley tahan dlm peti sejuk utk 4 hari...sebab kejap je pn nk goreng, apatah lg utk dimkn!





buka nt nk goreng r...lalala~

SELAMAT BERBUKA!!!

ble kt umah...lalala~

ak selamat smpai umah kul 12 lebih tgahari kot jumaat lepas....besh!!!


then sabtu ku kuar dgn ibu g membeli makanan d bazar sbb ibu penat masak ritu, n ku ajk ke YC utk membeli bahan nk buat samosa n koktel~ malam esoknyer bru ku wat koktel memandangkn ibu buka kat meeting...balek2 je rushing g teraweh plak~ pas teraweh ktrg g Palembang utk berurut...haha


smpai kt umah nenek urut tu, ku tukar pakai kain...n ble nenek tu urut. PERGH!!!! sakit seyh dia pulas urat ku~ wohohohoho...n ku dgr dia borak ngn ibu ku... 'setahun satu"...WHAT???!!! hahaha...xde nyer tu nek~ merepek sguh





kenapa org berurut???
1. saket/lenguh2
2. lepas bersalin
3. ahli sukan
4. spa n kecantikan
5. aku? saja nk mengada...haha


tp kot r kn nenek tu salah urat mahu tercabut isi perut ak, ni kt appendix ak pn rasa x ok sgt, kot r meletos mlm td...wakakaaka

when i started feeling EMPTY

i never felt anything like this before, not knowing that it can be so awful...
the silence of no conversations, no communications, nothing....

i am trying to always be a person of cheers, a person of laughter, a person of happiness...

but at this moment right now, i feel numb...

i prayed that my days will not end up being me alone by myself
talking to only the ME inside me...
and without anyone around to joke, to chat and to be with...
AND SO...this is how i feel when i...

BUKA PUASA SORG2 DLM BILIK! huhu~ bosannyer

nota siku: ble ku da bosan dewa, melambak posting kt blog nih

aku y keSEORANGan.........

roomate len sume da balek, tgal jijah je ngn ak nih berdua. japg jijah pn balek, ayah dia dtg amik...n japg ku tgal seorg kat bilik. ni bru pas balek dr g CELCOM CENTER...

...then ku terpk...

ptg ni NAK G BELI MAKANAN BUKA DGN SAPE??? bukn pe, tp sebb ku memg XLEY JALAN SORG2 n XSKE JALAN SORG2... even g kafe y sejengkal tu pn kna ad teman, cne nk beli makanan ptg nih??? adakah menu berbuka ku MEGI plak??? huaaa~ kenapalah ku xley nk gerak sendri nih!!! benci~

harap2 temah turun, nt ak join beliau g sopim...huhuk!

bila sesuatu perkara da kita jadikn HABIT, memg susah nk ubah. lg2 habit aneh cm ak y memg kena at least berdua kalau nk ke mana2 (exception for toilet..tu sowg2 g kul 3 pgi pn ak ok lg)... ble je nk berubah habit aneh nan satu nih

~syawal menjenguk lagi~

tp kenapa ak masih xdpt lg mood nk raya nih...myb sbb test bla3, so dats why me no in the excited state of celebration neither of going home...not dat me x miss my home, me bed, me famiy... tp feel tu xklik lg, gane nih~

agak2 esok ad ke x ek??? huhu...masalah! slalu b4 nih, lau ad je sela masa utk holiday or sem break, me y paling xcited nk packing brg nk blah, 1 week before lg brg2 da ready nk angkat kaki, tp ni esok (jangkanyer...myb ptg hari ni balek) nk balek pn masih xrasa pe2...adakah telah tiada perasaan??? mungkinkah? haha~

DOSA ku rini...

hari ini sy telah membuat DOSA, yup in english, human call it SIN! yes, i did it, with purpose, and i know that's WRONG but I CANT HELP IT~ kenapa??? dan apa???

1. td ku telah membuat posting MEMAKI orang, sapekah? org kat CELCOM INFOLINE, seorg pempuan, y SANGAP JWB MY CALL!!! tp since tenet wt hal, line putus n posting td terCANCEL...so xdpt ler baca pe bakat ku memaki hamun ble ku di ambang taufan...

2. ku telah bgtw ABAH y pempuan tu pny ke-SIOT-an, minah celcom tu, n secara langsung n LIVE DR MULUT KU, bahawasanyer ku telah MENGUMPAT, MENGATA BELIAU!!! amik lu~ amik jugak kat ak, tambah lg DOSA y sedia BERBAKUL2...

3. ku telah msj sumone, n bg AMARAN utk x msj ku, jahantnye saya~sapekah, ada r~sbb possibility utk ku mengamuk sgt maha besar dkala itu, n bley mengimpak maksima pck maksim men piano~


tp selepas beberapa minit td, ku telah agak reda, n ku akn cuba selesaikn HAL Y MEMBUATKU HANGEN! x elok marah2...kn...astagfirullahalazim~

another posting just after the post i made few minutes ago....idea from ikin's blog...
thx dear, but i just wanna share my opinion from my side of view about LOVE


LOVING SOMEONE WITHOUT CONDITIONS...

betol tu tp if its to me, i'll let him choose, state his stands, what he likes and dislikes, what his this and that...and then i'll introduce him to someone from my friends, and if he is interested then its his effort to proceed. But if he refused, even after i gave contacts of my girl friends, then i'll consider him up to the level of more than just being a friend. A guy who honestly interested to know, befriended and having a relationship with me, will be there for me at any time i needed him but i pray that i wont be a burden to him.

Putting condition in my love for someone is seen as improper coz i love everyone, and the LOVE is deep that if i fall and he didnt seem to catch the fall, he had chosen the wrong girl to be with. A love is to be treasured, appreciated and kept in heart, not to be shattered and lost. And so, if i fall in love with a guy, i'll LOVE him with all my heart content and if i was to lose him where he wasnt meant to be mine, he'll be history in me...

devil speaks!

i got mechanical test tonight n i'm here on my bed with terribly messy hair, hugging my little mr. fury and rolling here and there doing nothing instead of studying!!! what do i do? well, refer to th title of this post, i'm watching movie, THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA... well of course the questions wont be "who is the CEO of Runaway?"...i studied and do exercises on mechy but the chapter included for tonight SOMEHOW not the chapter i studied...the hell??? so i have to RE-study for the right chapter as so i can answer for the paper! just why do we chemical students have to include mechanical in our course? seems to me that i dislike calculation this much and i dont know why.... i used to, mark the word, USED TO, like math and physics, but dont know since when that i started to look at the subject as something interfering and not interesting


another thing not settled is my biochemistry mindmapping assignment for chapter...urm...forgotten! well, just why do we have to send a mindmap to the educator instead of using it for our own? whatever~ i still hve to do it later... just last night that i emailed my group's literature review to our lecturer of academic report writing, and that is one of the subject that i find BORING~

oh bulan...

muahahaha~ ni bukan kes pungguk rindukan bulan...atau lagu purnama mengambang...

tp bila bulan telah menjadi purnama, maka ku juga akan mengalami alam kitaran wanita
apakah??? memula dlu ku memg xsedar hal bulan purnama nih. tp sejak ku masuk m3x, ku mulai perasan y kitaranku sama dengan purnamanyer cik bulan kat langit nan luas dikala malam tu...sampaikn kawan bek ku y laki kat m3x dlu pn tahu ble ku tgh ehem2, hahak!

sebelum ni, 2 kali kitaran ku telah menyebabkan mood ku sangat disaster ala2 katerina sket, tp bukan zahiriah, rohaniah jek~ emosi bukn terganggu sket, tp byk sgt2 smpai org takot nk msj or kol ku...but don wory to enibadi, insyaAllah kitaran kali ni ku ok... lagipn, pg td b4 ku posting kat blog nih, ku da penat bergelak dgn kawan ku, mekaseh ler kpd encik teruna darat... nk madukan ku yer~

jgn percaya cik konah!

da nk balek tym2 ni ler berebut mck n pck lecturer nk buat test itu ini... ku da pk umah, apatah lg baju raya ku y BONDA TERSAYANG belikan kaler krim, pergh, da cm baju nk menikoh lagaknyer! ha cik konah~ awk tu muda lg, bru 21, jgn nk mengada yer, blajar sampai habis...jgn kalah kat beliau!!! BAEK~


ni pn kejap2 je ku dpt nk o9, member2 da panas jari nk menaip dgnku... rilek kengkawan (walaupn ku tau korg xpnh jejak kasih ke blog ku nih), kt umah, cik konah 270% KONFEM ONLINE!!! dgn bangga walau xpatut dibanggakan ku tetap nk jgak berbangga krn ku mendonlod OOVOO sebab rumetku ad n benda ni da cm virus pn kt UMP nih, sdgkn ku haram nk save dlm folder 'chatlink' ku dlm laptop nan tersayang ini... xpe2, ku tgh nk donlod r nih!


one more thing, member ku sik tny soklan bonus... KU MASIH SINGLE KAH? hurm~ apakah y patut ku jwb kpd beliau2 y bertanya...hahahaha~ ku single kengkawan sume, pintu masih terbuka untuk pendaftaran. xcaya??? hahaha!!! tolong jgn caya kat cik konah...haha lg~ y ne btol??? tah ler, ada tp cm xde, ku pn cm da xde je kat beliau y berkenaan...xtahu ler~ serahkan pada Allah, ku xde kuasa n kudrat nk menjodohkn diriku dgn sape2... (ayat cm pasrah r plak)


pe ku buat hujung minggu nih? ku merayau ikut member kelasku IKIN nek myvi mcd beliau meronda2 berjalan2 ke kuantan... knapa? ku xde keje ke? ada je keje...tp nk buat cne, kita igt kt org, org x ingat kt kite... tah2 da padam kot memori y ad kite...sape tahu kn (cik konah xnk sedih2, yoish!!! sesungguhnyer sedey itu PENAT)... makanyer cik konah go uptown with the uptowners utk melupakan perasaan y xbpe nk besh dlm hati ini...xdpt lupa sume, sket2 pn jd ler kn..kn..


seorang pengharap telah ku kecewakan harapannye...MAAF~ bukn ku nk patahkan hati atau jantung kaki lutut dsb, memg cik konah xlarat n xde keje nk nyusahkn hidup sape2 n menambahkn lg bilangan warga OKU malaysia, tp nk wt cne... AYAHANDA cik konah kata jgn buat y aneh2, jgn terlalu ramai kawan laki... BAEK ABAH~ i ikut u kata nih, jd ank solehah ler sket. ku nih da nakal sgt... nakal je pom~ x usik ank org, xkacau laki sape2, don wory, not me!