will u be

suddenly felt like shedding tears
why was it always so sudden without reason
sunday is coming, monday is waiting
what will happen in the mean time?

nobody knows what was exact
not a person rose to see false fact
now that it felt hard
it starts to grow doubts
the secure within oneself

will the past happen again like before
will the future promise to be brighter
will i see things differently
will i be ready..?


will u be?

(Lisart, 11 Sept 2011)

love is ouch

Assalamualaikum wbt and pleasure to all that’s reading this entry right now, thank you

Well, some weeks ago, I served YouTube to look for any new songs and I found a song from 2NE1, one of my favorite Korean groups. The title for the song is ‘Love is Ouch’. The first time I heard it, I didn’t really understand it, of course, it’s in Korea language which only some words I understand. So I went to search for the same song with roman lyrics, and from there I understand what the song was about.

Ignorance

Disappointment

And being the first to leave… so like me

Once I decided to change my feeling for not being so disappointed after listening to Haru-haru by BigBang, and now I changed my principle a bit after listening to the song since I did what was sang in the song. Wasn’t meant for anyone personal, but I will learn to lesson myself after this. To some friends, I’m sorry I don’t bother to hang out with you guys anymore, and I will not be taking your calls anymore, so don’t call if it’s not something urgent or important. I’m trying to live for myself now which I only concern about me only and my family and some friends, and that’s it.

Being the girl who took the first step to leave him… I did that few times ago.

What awaits in future?

 Love is ouch anyway.